Feeling something that truelly deep in my heart

Ya Allah,kenapa kawan aku yg nk pergi Russia,aku pulak yg rasa sedih+jealous pun ada juga ni. Sedih maybe sebab she's my friend,nak ke russia tu 6thn. jealous sbb amik medic kat russia tu. so doctor to be lah dia kan. tapi aku? kat matrik ni,tgh samar-samar nk sambung apa next year dan nk jadi apa. Okay fatin relax. Allah kan dah tetapkan rezeki masing-masing. yakin tu. in shaa Allah. with Allah nothing is impossible!