Feeling something that truelly deep in my heart

Ya Allah,kenapa kawan aku yg nk pergi Russia,aku pulak yg rasa sedih+jealous pun ada juga ni. Sedih maybe sebab she's my friend,nak ke russia tu 6thn. jealous sbb amik medic kat russia tu. so doctor to be lah dia kan. tapi aku? kat matrik ni,tgh samar-samar nk sambung apa next year dan nk jadi apa. Okay fatin relax. Allah kan dah tetapkan rezeki masing-masing. yakin tu. in shaa Allah. with Allah nothing is impossible!

Assalamualaikum and hello! Long time no see.. haha. okay straight to the point. First of all,syukur alhamdulillah I got transferred to Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor! WOW! haha. next week I'll off to there. hopefully the best would happen..amiinnn...:D

I hope I'll find someone like you..

Asal lah banyak pulak pasal best friend quotes ni. haha. okay sekarang kita dalam mood sedih sebab akan terpisah dengan my dear best friend. kita akan di transferkan ke selangor while she will stay in penang after this for one year. yeah nampak macam sekejap je kan. but I'm feeling afraid lah. harap-harap I'll find someone like you lah best friend. I still can remember when the first time I met you. haha.

Alhamdulillah..

Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke Program Matrikulasi, Kementerian Pendidikan Malaysia
Nama	NUR FATIN EMILLIA BINTI MOHAMAD
No Kad Pengenalan
No Matrik
Program Pengajian	PROGRAM SATU TAHUN
Kursus	M001-SAINS
Nama Kolej	13-KOLEJ MATRIKULASI P.PINANG (KMPP)
Tarikh Mendaftar	26 MEI 2014

Tak ku sangka dan tak ku duga,kita ditawarkan ke kolej matrikulasi under KPM ni. Teramatlah bersyukur. Memang teramatlah tak sangka dengan result yang okay lah.. daripada tak ada A langsung tu. Layak ke kolej matrikulasi. Kita dengar nak masuk matrik study amat lah tough dan perlu RAJIN,RAJIN DAN RAJIN! layak ke kita ni yang tak berapa nak rajin ni masuk matriks? takutlah pulak + cuak seyhhh.... arghhh! tension dibuatnya. pape pun kita tetap kena transfer ke kolej matrikulasi kat Selangor je. Sebab faktor kesihatan yang tak berapa mengizinkan kita ke P.Pinang tu. Huhu,nampaknya daku akan kesepian seketika. No best friend,no classmates. I'm gonna miss them so much! Pape pun life must go on.. Nevermind I'll find someone like you.. huhu~ In Shaa Allah I'll do my best!

I'm back!

Such a long time that I didn't write something in my blog,finally tergerak pulak hati nak write something in my blog. Sekolah dah lama habis,next month result spm pulak keluar,hmm nervousnya. Takut sangat dengannya,sebab itu adalah tiket yang menentukan masa depan. I'm still blur to choose whether medic or business study,mustahil boleh pilih both. Hope Allah akan memberi petunjuk untuk saya membuat pilihan yang terbaik. Kata nak jadi muslimah sejati!

ohh , my alarm clock is ringing back . uhhh !

okay , next week i gonna hear my alarm clock ringing again ! emm , i hate that sound actually . that ringing mean i gonna to wake up from my beauty sleep and get bath for school . miss school so much but sometime i miss my sweet holiday too . just get prepare with school stuff and start lesson back . no more facebook just see textbook . okay bbye holiday . hello school ! . smile :D

~oh mann !!!!!!!

One direction fever !!

Relationship request from them , auww <3

who that suppose to be choose now  ? . haha , ofcource my sweetheart ZAYN :D

school is back ! , yeah man !

haha , emmm .. hello blogger , a long time i didn't update my blog . okay , now nak cerita sikit about school . school is back , so no more facebook only textbook . hmmm , pape pun school tahun nie agak mencabar from last year . tahun nie memang kena struggle . belajar dah tak boleh main2 dah . tahun depan spm pulak . agak streess huh , tapi dugaan nya begitu dahsyat . masuk kelas sains satu pulak , aiyaaa struggle2 . haha , semua subjek dalam bahasa melayu . huh , agak sukar difahami bukan nak berlagak pandai english cuma dah terbiasa dari primary school lagi , so payah kalau dah tukar ke bm nie . pape pun harap sangat boleh mudah faham walaupun agak kekok dengan bahasa bm nya tu .

sekarang nie kena bersaingan dengan classmates yang terror2 susah juga tu , emmm risau pulak . haha , add maths macam best . hehe , cuma dalam bm tu . ayat pun agak sukar difahami . emmm , better english i think . for over all , kena juga study tak ada alasan untuk malas study ye .

then about class pulak , dalam class memang ramai dah macam dalam tin sadin dah . haha , funny ! . first time satu class 48 orang . tak ke ramai tu . aiyaaa ! . haha , nasib baik class bawah je , tapi keadaan nya tu tak berapa cantik macam last year punya class . miss gila dekat 3 amanah 2011 . hmmm :(

and i've hurt myself by hurting you :'(

would you tell me i was wrong ? . would you help me understand ? . are you looking down upon me ? . are you proud of who i am ? .

happy , awesome , that's what i feel now :D

wow , one more update at blog . hehe . rasa lama tak mengarang di blog . holla holli blog . rindu meyhh . hehe . hoho . haha . hari ni walaupun agak boring but dapat banyak hadiah . hehe . atleast , tak rasa the worst day . i'm glad because today many present i get . dapat duit rm100 tau , dapat teddy bear lagi . comel au . hehe . sebabkan kita dapat 8A dapat lah hadiah tu . seronok , tapi takut juga pun ada . sebab spm nanti ramai menunggu result kita . aiyoyo , takut spm pulak ! . stresss ! , pape pun kena juga berusaha . chaiyookk ! . hehe . okay that's all for today . tata titi tutu .

WOW , my result ? . alhamdulillah .

hooray ! , haha . happy ye lah . Ya Allah , alhamdulillah tak ku sangka tak ku duga . PMR "8A" ! . seronok gila , tak sia2 solat hajat , solat taubat , tiap2 malam mohon dari Allah . akhirye , alhamdulillah . syukur sangat2 . thank you Allah ! . insyaALLAH SPM nnt kte buat yg terbaik . and paling penting dpt mencapai cita2 kte as doctor . aminn . pmr baru , spm nnt lagi susah ,but tak mustahil tak boleh buat dgn baik , insyaAllah . i'll do my best ! 

alhamdulillah , straight A . i'm so happy, and happy .  i'll do my best for my next destination . 

tomorrow ? . arghhhhhhh !

oh my , esok ke result keluar ? . i can't believe it . boleh tak tunda lagi one week ? . hmmm , tak sabar nak tahu result but takut to know what result i'll get . argghhh ! . a little bit stress . okay , cool down . just take a deep breathe and stay cool . just pmr , not spm yet . ohh i can't imagine it , when spm . kalau spm ntahh lah cam mana . hmm , papa pun tetap nervous . Ya Allah hilangkan lah perasaan nervous nie . hope i get a flying mark . hope sooo ! aminn . 

i'm so excited to know my lovely result ! !

wow , i can't believe it i say it just now . h0h0h0 . yeah , i can't wait to know my own result . jeng2 , always pray to get a wonderful result . hope that so . emmm , i wanna to move from this place . but hmmmm , i just wanna to find a new friend and forget all about the past . i'm telling like a sad story . huhu . whatever ! ! :D

Eminem ft Bruno Mars Lighters Lyrics

Hey! Say! Jump - I Believe.wmv

My Wedges ! !

this is my wedges . yeah , i just love it so much . wat mse skrg nie kte xbley pkai wedges nie or high heel . ala cmne nie kte dh lh rendah je . so pkai wedges or high heel bley nmpk tggi ckit . tpii emmmm . nk wat cmne kate nk cpat sembuh . so kne korban ckit . nnt pas my leg back to normal continue lh wear blek . bru btol ! ! . haha . baby wait for me okay , when my leg get well like before i'll wear you . but look a situation . hehe ! ! . ~ by wedges lover .

carta hati lirik

Stereo Hearts Gym Class Heroes ft. Adam Levine {LYRICS}

Yeay Malaysia Win ! !

haha . act , this pic dh lme snap . just skrg bru nk ltk because kne lk rse ye dgn title di atas . yeay2 Malaysia Win wooohooo ! ! . happy because i born in Malaysia . so proud dgn kejayaan Malaysia . Indonesia pun hebat gk . saingan yg agak hebat Malaysia VS Indonesia . yeah , mungkin nie rezeki wat Malaysia . anyway , nice job pasukan Harimau Muda Malaysia . smpai terlompat2 kte diwat ye . tgk bola goall semlm . haha . tekak un still de perit2 , because menjerit2 semlm . but berbuah kn hasil wat Malaysia . Apartment kte un cm nk roboh je semlm . mne xye stu apartment menjerit n melompat2 . tpii nseb baek apartment nie konkrit . haha . MALAYSIA THE BEST ! ! . ~by malaysian girl .