teenager problem .

smile dear :D

you say "HEY" what ur name? ? . it took one look and now i am not the same . yeah . u said "HEY" . and since that day . you stole my heart and ur the one to blame . yeahh . and that's why i smile . it's been a while . since everyday and everything has felt this right . and now . u turn it around . and suddenly ur all i need . the reason . whhy-yyy . i smilleee .

i love u . . hehe . .

i like ur smile . i like ur vibe . i like ur style . but that's not why i like u . do u feel , do u feel me , do u feel what i feel too . do u need , do u need me ? . do u need u . i'm not sure u know . but that the reason i love u . is u being u . JUST U . that the reason that why i love u . lalala . i like the way u misbehave . when we got be wasted . but that not why i love u . and how u keep ur cool , when i am complicated . but that not why i love u . yeahhh . JUST U my darling love . is u being u . I LOVE U FOREVER ! ! ! . i 'll never n ever stop thinking of u .

i'm lonely gurlz . .

aq inginkn dirimu . .

aq iginkn dirimu . . dtg dan temui aq . . kn ku kata kn padamu aq sgt mencintai . .

thx awk for everything . .

awk just want to say thx because gave me a sweet memory about how live couple . i really appreciate it . but sometimes i don't know want to say what anymore . went i wanted to stop thinking about you . you will apperance in my dream . huh ! . i hate it . awk why you always fresh in my mind ? . went i listening to a sad song i just want to cry . because all song like "memerli je" about break from couple . grr . why you ask for couple with me ? . then you want to break off with me ? . why you make me like this awk ? . awk know that i'm really aching and hurting now . why awk ? . please don't lies to me awk . tell me the true . i will accept it when you tell me the true . and i will try to understand it . but it already past . thx for everything awk . thx for love me . and hurting my heart awk .

it's same like my situation now .

this word no meaning anymore for me . just keep it as sweet memory that was happened between me and him at my 14 to 15th age . still younger . and can't see true love yet . maybe somebody else that god create for me is not apperance yet . so we just wait for it . maybe someday i will see my true love . 15th at this stage age . love just "monkey love" . after we graduate or has a great job we will find our true love . right , right ? . hehe . so make sure study well and get excellent result . to make sure my ambition come true . to be a number one doctor that "pakar dlm bidang dermatologi" . chaiyyoook darling ! .

mistake . .

about 1 week i'm single . without him n with him just same . no different that i can observe . but i miss him so much . i really afraid to say about couple . is it true that he left me because he has somebody else that he love? .this questions always in my mind . i can't stop think about it . but he always say that his love just for me . maybe he just say it on he mouth but don't mean it in his heart . right ? . yeahhh . but i'm happy too . because now i'm single . i think single is the best . we don't need to be afraid n jealous with our couple too . what that my beloved mama n abah say was right . he just want to play love with me . sometime i just want to say "menyesal kte knal awk" ! . even today , i was wandering ,day has passed again n again . i need to be patient n accept it . you know that my heart is hurting . maybe it's my mistake love you more than you love me . how much longer must i cry . you lies to me to wait for you . you know that my heart is aching . you can't just ignore and laugh like that . it's my mistake for not making you love me more . even though it could be my mistake . that's ok ! . as long as you're there . always . please forgive me for being like this . who loved you .