mistake . .

about 1 week i'm single . without him n with him just same . no different that i can observe . but i miss him so much . i really afraid to say about couple . is it true that he left me because he has somebody else that he love? .this questions always in my mind . i can't stop think about it . but he always say that his love just for me . maybe he just say it on he mouth but don't mean it in his heart . right ? . yeahhh . but i'm happy too . because now i'm single . i think single is the best . we don't need to be afraid n jealous with our couple too . what that my beloved mama n abah say was right . he just want to play love with me . sometime i just want to say "menyesal kte knal awk" ! . even today , i was wandering ,day has passed again n again . i need to be patient n accept it . you know that my heart is hurting . maybe it's my mistake love you more than you love me . how much longer must i cry . you lies to me to wait for you . you know that my heart is aching . you can't just ignore and laugh like that . it's my mistake for not making you love me more . even though it could be my mistake . that's ok ! . as long as you're there . always . please forgive me for being like this . who loved you .